Simple kind of life…

There are many types of liars in this world, but what i hate the most are those who lie just to get some friggin attention… What, you got A.D.D. or somethin? There’s medication for that you know… why don’t you just pop a whole dozen of them pills, choke on them, and die. I mean seriously, people who like lie to get the sympathy of other people are one of the lowest forms of scumbags that could walk the face of the earth. The world would be better off without you pathetic losers who got nothing to do but waste our time with your nonsensical blabbering.

Those politicians with their self-righteous ads and speeches (especially during campaign), like they are some fucking heroes, deceiving people with promises that they never keep… this is why I so damn hate politics and almost failed my Polsci subjects during highschool and college, because of my distaste for these greedy morons…  I’m sick and tired of them bashing each other, saying they will do everything, even endanger their insignificant lives, or throw out this much million pesos for whatever the hell committee it is they want to put up just to let the "truth" come out… You wanna hear the truth? Well the truth is… you are all fucking liars! The truth will never come out if you jackasses kept twisting the facts to your own benefits. Why don’t you just drop your own political issues with each other, think about the people for once, and spend your millions on paying the government debt (which you yourselves have incurred for all of us over the years)… or better yet you could give that to charity… you could already feed millions of hungry mouths with that… at least that might buy off your soul from rotting in Hades. There are more important issues with the country that you have to deal with than those petty political quarrels you have. You wanna be heroes? Volunteer to be the frontliners in the war with terrorists, get shelled into pieces, and die. I don’t pay my taxes just to deal with your personal political shit!

Those lazy bastards sitting on the sidewalk, pretending (and i emphasize PRETENDING) they’re lame, blind, or whatever disability that their pea-sized brain could think of… Gimme a break! You’re just as big and able as rest of humanity! Get a fucking job!!! Those good-for-nothing parents who drug their kids just to pass them off as some sickly offspring in critical condition so they could trigger more sympathy from passers-by… and even kids themselves making up some out-of-this-world stories about getting lost and going home to the province and other shit like that.. to milk money from soft-hearted geeks like me… the next thing i knew, I see them in the arcade playing games with the money they managed to cheat out from us… I hate it when people make me look stupid just because I cared. Well, now you know what? You can all go to hell for all I care!

And the most common of them all are those friends who pretend to be your friend, but actually have hidden agendas in their convoluted minds… I’m lucky i don’t really have friends like that (do I? well, come forth if you are like that… then get the fuck out of my life… i don’t need sick idiots like you scheming behind my back)… Friendster, like all other friend-networking page, is oozing with freaks like that… and I encountered "friends" of friends, who can really be psychotic peons… stalking friends, pretending they’re in some sort of trouble, or worse - saying that they’re dying and all that bullshit - so they could get their friend’s attention… to get that friend to like them… even as more than friends… and if that’s not enough, they even have to stalk the other friends too and have the audacity to say shit about them behind their backs… even go to extreme measures of posing as someone else so they can ruin them in their friend’s perspective… WTF is wrong with you people?!?!?! Realize this:

1. They don’t like you! Get over it!
2. Stop stalking them! Get a life! and lastly…
3. Don’t drag others into your foolishness… Get the hell out of other people’s lives if they don’t concern you!

We don’t mess with you… We actually don’t care about you… So don’t mess with us too. If you can’t deal with your own issues, that’s your problem. Do yourself a favor… Stick your head up your sorry ass and suffocate in your own misery. You have no self-worth and you don’t deserve to belong to the society.

Liars!

Something I found in my old old email archives… I don’t friggin know why I only read this now (probably means I got too much time in my hands now than before… LOL!) kinda long, but it’s a good read… so i’m sharing this to everyone else… they all sound good… but it still boils down knowing what’s good for you *I’m so way ahead!!!* (or is it "way over my head"… hmmm… hehe! :p) Anyhoo, thanks Jovz for sharing this!!! *muah*

Inspired Quotes from Sex and the City

1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay.

2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.

3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man’s character, leave him alone.

4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that’s not meant to be.

6. Don’t force an attraction.

7. Slower is better.

8. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can’t "be friends." A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend.

10. Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don’t let faith make you stupid. God does things decent and in order.

11. Don’t settle.

12. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

13. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship–take that as a BIG sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be with a man like that?

14. Don’t stay because you think "it will get better." You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

15. Honorable men take care of their business and aren’t involved in a whole lot of mess.

16. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

17. There’s only one ‘reason’ a man dumps you; he doesn’t want you.

18. Avoid men who’ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn’t marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

19. You really do have to kiss a few frogs before finding the prince.

20. Always put yourself and your happiness first.

21. Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

22. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.

23. If he doesn’t call, he just isn’t that interested.

24. Be honest and upfront.

25. Know when to cut the cord, don’t be strung along.

!26. Don’t fall for the "I’m confused role". Remove yourself from the situation to let him figure things out (but don’t wait for him, move on).

27. If you want to have a clue as to how he will treat you, watch how he treats the WOMEN in his family (not just mom).

28. There’s more than physical abuse, there’s emotional and mental abuse. If he causes any of them…flee.

29. You cannot change a man’s behaviors. Change comes from within.

30. Don’t let him place rules on you that he is not willing to follow himself — double-standard.

31. Don’t EVER make him feel he is more important than you are…even if he has more education or in a better job.

32. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

33. Demand respect and if he can’t give it, he can’t have you!

34. Don’t compete with other woman, but be aware that men are attracted to what they see.

35. If you think he is cheating, he probably is. Confront him right away and if you feel he’s lying, let him go.

36. Actions speak louder than words.

37. Never let a man define who you are.

38. Never rely on a man for compliments, look to yourself for that.

39. Never borrow someone else’s man.

40. If he cheated with you, he’ll cheat on you.

41. Just because he says he loves you, doesn’t mean that he won’t hurt you and it doesn’t mean that you are meant to be with him.

42. To use painful hard-won wisdom — ‘get it right’ the next time.

43. Know that you deserve to be the number one person in the life of the #1 person in your life.

44. Love is a verb…

45. Learn to give up your lifelong task of trying to make someone unavailable-available, someone ungiving-giving, and someone unloving-loving.

46. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

47. All men are NOT dogs.

48. You should not be the one doing all the bending…compromise is a two way street.

49. If you don’t love self…you can’t love anyone else.

50. You cannot mend someone else’s broken heart.

51. You need time to heal between relationships…there is nothing cute about
baggage…deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

52. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you…a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals…look for someone complementary… not supplementary.

53. Dating is fun…even if he doesn’t turn out to be Mr. Right.

54. NEVER give more in a relationship than you are getting out of it.

55. Never become your man’s "therapist".

56. When actions and words conflict, believe the actions. Respond to the actions.

57. A real healthy relationship requires two people. One person can end it - but it takes two to make it work.

58. Don’t fall for the "I’m not the loving type"…when a man loves you there is nothing in this world (within reason) that he wouldn’t do for you.

59. Make him miss you sometimes…when a man always know where you are, and you’re always readily available to him he takes it for granted.

60. Give him his space…let him go out with his boys, don’t pressure him to spend time with you. You can’t force a man to hang out with you.

61. If you wouldn’t allow your daughter to be with him you shouldn’t.

62. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

63. Never move into his mother’s house.

64. Provide financially for yourself and don’t depend on anyone.

65. Never co-sign for a man.

66. Never believe you have the perfect guy and he is so innocent.

67. Never spoil your man; let him spoil you.

68. Never let a man mess up your credit.

69. When it’s time to let go; let go.

70. Good men should be treated like good men.

71. Don’t play games.

72. Don’t fully commit to a man who doesn’t give you everything that you need.

73. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

74. Compatibility in terms of educational attainment, values, beliefs, personal and career goals, and socioeconomic status, are important.

Last but not the least….

75. Never date a guy who wears colored contacts.

[Patrick is sitting on the wall above licking his ice cream]
Spongebob: Patrick
[Patrick looks around wondering where the voice came from]
Spongebob: Patrick! Patrick!
Patrick: My ice cream! It’s alive! Aaaaaaahhhhhhh!
[Patrick drops icecream]
Spongebob: Patrick! Down here!
Patrick: Oh! Spongebob! It’s you!
Spongebob: Patrick. Get down here.
[Patrick jumps down on Spongebob and flattens him]
Patrick: Spongebob? Spongebob!
Spongebob: I’m down here.
Patrick: You look funny! [he peels Spongebob off the ground and he reshapes himself] Hi, Spongebob.

Oh man! I couldn’t remember the last time I watched one of my most favorite TV shows… SPONGEBOB!!! It’s been ages I guess… and I missed it… It just so happens that I couldn’t sleep this afternoon (I’m on a night shift so I sleep during the day) so I decided to turn on the tube and see what’s on… and this is what I found: Spongebob’s Hall Monitor episiode. "Ahhh… It’s yet another day in Bikini Bottom…" Oh my gosh! I’ve almost forgotten how this stupid cartoon always cracks me up big time!!! As in BIG TIME!!! Now I remember… Oh yes… I remembered all right *sigh*  This is our favorite cartoon… the one that we’d always watch together late at night… together in close proximity or otherwise (meaning we watch it "together" while just talking on the phone)… laughing our hearts out at the absurdity of that damn cartoon. And as I started remembering, a chain of images flashed in my mind… and I happily entertained every memory, one after another… If that’s the only way I could reach him right now…

Oh well… there goes my sleep. *hay chi!!! i miss you so much!!!*

Cop 1: Son, we’re looking for the maniac.
Cop 2: Have you seen this man?! [shows Patrick a sheet. It says, “Wanted: Maniac” and has a crude yellow drawing of Spongebob. Pat screams in horror]
Patrick: Aaaaaahhh! It’s the maniac! Take him away! Take him away! [the cop puts away the drawing]
Cop 1: Calm down son. It’s just a drawing, not the real thing. Now we’re going to show you the picture again, and you tell us if you’ve seen this guy, understand? [Pat nods]
Patrick: Yeah, uh-huh.
Cop 1: OK. [the other cop shows the picture again]
Patrick: Aaaaaahhhh! HORRIBLE! [withdraws the picture. He then shows it again, and Pat screams. The cops slyly eye each other. They then begin to show and put away the picture again and again and again, causing Pat to scream and then stop and then scream and then stop. Pretty soon, the cops have had enough laughs]

Waaaah! I ♥ Patrick!!!

AND WANT MY MANIAC BACK!!! :p

There truly comes a time in a person’s life when you realize that life is indeed just touch and go.  We try to look back at the things that happened in our past and reminisce the intricate web of relationships we’ve had with people.  Then in the middle of daydreaming, we would stop and ask ourselves, “Where are they now?” It’s funny when you think about it, that at one point in your life you have been really close with a person you always thought you knew very well inside out.  The next thing you know, you don’t even have the slightest clue on what’s going on with that person anymore… or if they even think of you still. Funny… yes…  funny but sad at the same time.

It’s a fact that no man is an island.  People are social beings and they need to interact with others in order to survive. I am a person; therefore I am a social being… and actually a very good one at that.

I used to be a social butterfly.  I loved being with people. I loved making friends. And most of all, I love getting into different sorts of relationships, touching lives and being touched by them in the process. Yes, I was socially inclined… and I still am, but now just in a downgraded fashion. I suddenly found myself, turning down invitations to gimmicks or parties, whereas I used to be always game… the pasimuno (starter)… the hostess. I guess as time passes by, it seems to get harder and harder to involve yourself with just anybody, may it be a new acquaintance, a new friend, or a new love interest.  I guess experience teaches you that.  But some people just never learn.

Well… I learned my lesson.

I started learning at the tender age of five.  While all the other kids my age don’t even care about anything else but playtime, that young I was forced to grow up immaturely… learning the painful way that not all people are to be trusted.  They may seem good to you and you may think they know better, but I realized that that doesn’t really matter.  Because when you know better, consequently, you know worse. And people can take advantage of the better to do the worse.  With that known, I never trusted anybody but myself. So much so that when I interact with people, I always have my guard up, thinking at the back of my head that they always have a hidden agenda in mind.

True enough, I guess people always have had hidden agendas when dealing with others.  Maybe they just don’t realize it, or maybe they just do it subconsciously. And I admit I am like that too.  But as I grew, I learned that not all these hidden agendas are bad.  They can work to your benefit, and that usually happens both ways.  That’s how relationships should work, right?  Sadly though, they almost always never work that way.  And if that’s not bad enough, they end up in a mess.

Yes, the end is always inevitable. That’s also one thing I learned, and I’m pretty sure everyone knows this too.  Yet we still continue to start new relationships that we know will have their finales, one way or another. It’s one of those never-ending cycles of life that we have to learn how to deal with.  Like I said, people are social beings. Relationships are essential to one’s survival.

So how does one deal with the end of a relationship?  It’s quite simple actually. You just have to go on living your life like you’ve always had before you entered it. Anyway, you have survived all these years prior to it, right?  It’s just that simple!  But in reality, it’s always easier said than done.

Once I was in this relationship, which I knew could never be, thinking that if I knew what’s going to happen, I’d already know what to do. So when the time for closure comes, it would be a lot easier to deal with because I am prepared.  Well, it ended all right, as expected.  But what I didn’t expect was what happened in between, and the sadness that comes after it.  Oh, and don’t forget the memories… those damn beautiful memories, so overwhelming, it haunted me every second of every day… for a while that is. After some time, I guess you could say I was back to normal. But for me, everything else became different then.

My friends seem to think that I always get myself into ungodly situations that most people in their right minds would actually tend to avoid.  That is just so typical.  But you see, I’m not your typical kind of person.  But like all the others who have survived the end of a relationship, I too have moved on.  Right now I am in this so-called relationship, which is yet again one of those kinds that most people would never really understand nor make sense of. But all I can say is I’ve never been happier.

They say time heals all wounds. I say that’s nothing but hypocritical bull’ that we just say to ourselves to create this illusion that we’ve moved on with our lives and that we’re better off now than before.  But if you think about it, when you remember old times, it brings back the pain and the sadness that you once had, especially for those people who like to cling to the past.  Then comes the what-ifs and what-could’ve-beens, which make you hope that you can bring back the past, or make you wish that you shouldn’t have let it happen in the first place. Ah yes. Regrets. Now that’s adding salt to the wound.  It is for this reason that people are afraid to enter a relationship again.  For the most part, it is because it’s something that they are always afraid to lose. I should know ‘cause I was that kind of person… I was such a sentimental fool.

Time heals all wounds. I used to believe in that too. But as I continue learning, I finally believed otherwise. Time can only make you wiser… not to mention older (and I hated that fact).  It’s like the scab that protects the wound as it heals. But once scratched off, the wound bleeds again, and the cut grows even deeper. If anything, I believe it is love. Yes LOVE, not time, which heals all wounds.  If you believe that you have the capacity to love again (and I’m not just speaking of romantic love), that’s the only time you’ll know you’re completely healed.  When you learn the value of true love, you will never be afraid to touch more lives and you can go on living amidst the scars that you’ve gotten from your past. When that happens, and you try to reminisce those intricate relationships you’ve had with people, you’d just find it all as funny… and that’s all there is to it.

Life they say is touch and go. In life, we’ll always be in and out of relationships with people… people who could be there for only some time… some of them might stray… but most of them will eventually go away.  But remember this: Only those people who truly love you are the ones who will always try to find ways to stay.

I guess I still am a sentimental fool after all. :p

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For the people who touched my life… and for those whose lives I’ve touched. I love you all!

Thanks for the natal chart interpretation Grace!!!

A serious person… I am attracted to mysteries and to finding out about the deepest aspects of life.

A fun-loving person… I am very spirited and energetic and need to spend a lot of time outdoors to release all your energy. I am known for my friendliness, helpfulness and subtle humor.  I am a good conversationalist and enjoy debating merely for the sake of debating.  I have a real  gift or making friends. I can  go anywhere  in the world without  ever feeling lonely, for I can acquire friends along the route. 

Extremely independent and restless… with a  real need for  personal  freedom. I find it difficult to put up with restrictions that adults want to impose on me. Travel and long walks appeal to me because they make me feel free - I need to feel free.

Impulsive… I like to do everything my own way, when and how I want it. If I do not get my way, I am not likely to lose my temper. However, I will be disruptive and rebellious in subtle ways.

Innovative and creative… I can see new ways of doing things before other people do. I may overlook small details, but my overall sense of planning is excellent.  I have a good memory.  The  challenge of  a problem is what interests me, for  it caters  to my enjoyment in exploring the unknown.  Playing  games comes  easily to me and it is the journey I enjoy rather than the destination.

Quite reserved… people may think I am shy because I don’t like to make a display of myself, preferring to observe others quietly. I like to be either alone or with serious persons like myself.

Idealistic… I work hard to bring my ideals into reality.

A Leader… my actions serve my ambitions for power, recognition, distinction, and status. I am not content  to follow,  but must  have a  leading role in whatever I do.

Outspoken…  sometimes  to  the  point   of bluntness.  Simply blurting out ideas and opinions  is due  to my never-ending  search  for  truth  and  wisdom.   Others  may think that I am pretty tactless and the statement that  "truth hurts" fits my way of thinking. 

Moody… I very easily respond to the emotional environment in which  I am placed. I soak up feelings like a sponge.  This  is why  I so  easily  become irritable  and  inconstant in thought and feeling. I often appear  irrational to  others because  I can’t always explain the reason or  source of  my feelings.   Anyone who lives with me must accept my ups and downs and appreciate  my need  for  times of  withdrawal.

Philosophical… I want to understand  the deeper issues and abstractions of life.  I have a certain faith in higher things that generally always  keeps them of an optimistic bent, no matter what difficulties currently besets me. I  have  the  ability to encourage others towards greater efforts.

Humanitarian instincts… I am practical in expressing them. I tend to help anyone who is in need.  My greatest need  is to  nurture and  mother someone or ones. I am also very sympathetic  and understand  the  unspoken  feelings  and  needs  of others.

Highly romantic… but I need my partner to be intelligent and communicative.  I hate jealousy  and possessiveness on  the  part  of  my partner. I enjoy the chase more than the capture. I  desire  and  crave  a deep, intense, and passionate relationship. The bonds I form are strongly emotional and may be described as possessive. I am attracted to people who have an aura of  mystery about  them.  I have a sultry charm, a personal magnetism.

I take slights personally and though I may forgive a mistake by a friend or loved one, I never forget it. If I am ever betrayed, I am capable of hating with as much force and intensity as I once  loved.